[writing] I know too much

This just kind scared the piss outta me. In a "it could happen to you" sort of way. Stuff like this is why I'm kinda-sorta am not sure that I want my first book to sell, and am kinda-sorta hoping that it will be the second (and stronger) book that I try with that makes it to shelves. Although who knows, I could end up with Quest being a real hum-dinger and catch myself a 3 book deal right out of the gate.

Gods and little apples, the whole notion of my writing career leaving my office and becoming a monetary reality is terrifying in a very special way.