[life] Bleary eyed, muddle headed

Absolutely terrible sleep last night. Woke twice because of nightmares, once from my husband shaking me out of moaning in my sleep. Was awake at 7:30 this AM, gritty eyed and bitter. Nightmares make me very angry. I value my sleep alot, and when it's interrupted I get pissy, even at my own subconscious or whatever the most recent theory is on dreaming.

First was a delightful dream where I had to walk into this tiny room to change and the minute the door shut, shadows of hands started reaching under the door to grab at me - they felt clammy and cold, and were insubstantial, so I couldn't stomp on them. I climbed up onto a chair and was trying bat them away and they just kept coming and coming...next thing I know, Shawn is shaking me awake, and I became aware that I was making this awful protesting moaning noise.

Second was a fairly typical thing wherein I let a punk kid use the phone at my parent' house and he promptly let in a whole gang of hooligans. I got in a fight with their chick leader, and we were kicking the crap out of one another when I realised that they were absolutely trashing my parent's house. Riding motorcycles around, that sort of thing. Woke up from that one completely furious.

I guess both of them could be anxiety based off the break in.